On a high note!
Well... 'Medicine', 'Medical College', 'Dream', 'Doctor'... I am here, right here at the foot of this great profession, exploring a new domain of my life, trying to understand the upcoming circumstances, the curriculum, the ways to thrive here or may be just survive and though I am largely clueless with what might happen here, I somehow have this feeling that life is going to be beautiful from now onwards. Yeah, you hear it right and yup, you see it right. I am in a dormitory with 29 other girls, given those typical patient beds, a trunk to keep stuffs and wet clothes, worn clothes hanging all around me, we share 3 washrooms among 30 of us, litter piling up in the dustbins and yet I say that I feel positive, I am hopeful. Yes, it is true that I freaked out on the very first day I saw the living condition here and I literally ran to my home in another city, in a different part of the state feeling so contemptuous of the profession I had chosen, feeling like this is not the thing I had wanted so badly... you see I had a whole different image of a medical college. I had thought that except for the study burden all would be merry and wonderful. This place that was soon going to be my accommodation was not even the worst case I could have imagined but yes, I have overcome it all and all I know is that I am at the right place and if I just tackle this situation well, be in my limits, follow my heart, work hard with sincerity, I will surely be splendid in the end. In fact, there is no end. The haze clears and I see a beautiful path that would be both the journey and the destination. You see, this journey is actually the destination I had been craving for all this while and I am surely going to enjoy this. I am actually looking up to it. And in fact this ain't so bad. There actually is some bond blooming between us girls and surely it would grow stronger. Also the L.Ts are great, the atmosphere there is beautiful, the vibe of the campus calls for simplicity. This is a magnificent college afterall. (R. G. Kar Medical College... 11th in India, 1st in the eastern zone, over 100 years old, and the list goes on...)
So, I am just going to be happy, enjoy all that is going to happen here, create memories and achieve all that is important, all that I wish for. I know all of it is not going to be glittering, there will be murkiness at places, at times but that is life. We humans have to evolve through events and happenings, change and mould ourselves to have beautiful personalities. And so this is going to happen, I am going to live through this, cherish these experiences and come out being a better person, not to forget a great doctor. 😊
So, I am just going to be happy, enjoy all that is going to happen here, create memories and achieve all that is important, all that I wish for. I know all of it is not going to be glittering, there will be murkiness at places, at times but that is life. We humans have to evolve through events and happenings, change and mould ourselves to have beautiful personalities. And so this is going to happen, I am going to live through this, cherish these experiences and come out being a better person, not to forget a great doctor. 😊
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