Now that I return...

Was it right or was it wrong? I mean being away from all these... society, friends, hobbies and all other interests except the one that had taken me there. I guess you are getting it...what I want to say. Now that it has been more than 2 years or better say 2 years 1 month and 27 days after which I try to pen my experiences into you, many such questions constantly reel into me. Already it took me 3 days to just get ready to open blogger and still when today I did open it, my mind was empty. But yup I must say there is something, something so special I sense in you that me... a high level introvert who just opens to a few... you make me blabber and that is why all of a sudden I became sad thinking why I remained away for so long. I think it was necessary to concentrate more and more on some other stuffs for the sake of the goal I had planned to reach and as they say for big achievements, big sacrifices need to be made but then I also think I might have not gone so hopeless by the end if I had been pouring all my exhaustions, emotions, experiences into you or simply if I had been indulged in a few topics that I so much love. Only then I won't have felt alone.

I am not actually a social bird... I got to know it very clearly in the last years... the parting away taught me so. What I think of myself now is that superficiality is not my cup of tea and should not be even though it creates problems at times in contacting with others but that is not as important as one's originality.

I missed my family and friends a lot but now when I am back and possibly have to prepare soon to go to some other place... this transition time is what I love. There is nothing compared to home and homecoming. Coming back to home has one more important impact... it brings parts of the old me back. I feel fresh enough now when I again begin planning my upcoming days and goals with utmost sincerity. Also I am reading and writing once again... whoa. Recently I have been reading this book called The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari by Robin Sharma... someone recommended it to me owing to my hopelessness. The book is a good guide but I must say I had deciphered most of its philosophies 2-3 years back when I was in class 9, 10 only but yet I am reading the book because something said to you in a well published book might have a greater impact... The book also reminded me of many similar and bold stuffs I had written in my diary earlier and it actually made me happy to feel competent enough to relate to my old thoughts.

I am trying to find out my purpose, my interests in a new way. Starting again makes it necessary for me to understand what I have grown into and what are my new interests and wishes and adjusting them with some of the most prominent old ones that I just can't leave working on plus the most important... my goal that had taken me away for so long.

So that's all... Wish to meet you soon after a good introspection.


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